April 15, 2008

EXPLOSION OF AWARENESS


BUT THERE SOMETIMES COMES A MOMENT, A SMALL SILENT WHITE EXPLOSION OF AWARENESS, THAT SIGNALS THE ENDING OF ONE OF THOSE LONG, SWEET, SUSPENDED TIMES AS SURELY AS THE BOATING OF A GREAT SHIP AS IT NEARS THE HARBOR, AND THOSE CAUGHT BY THE AWARENESS FEEL THE GREAT COLD BREATH OF ENDINGS AND BEGINNINGS ON THE BACKS OF THEIR NECKS AND PRICKLE WITH A PORTENT THEY CANNOT NAME. ONLY THEN DO THEY LOOK AROUND THEM AND SEE BEYOND THE FAMILIAR INNER LANDSCAPE THE SHADOW OF COMING CHANGE, FEEL THE WIND OF ITS WINGS. THESE ARE FRIGHTENING MOMENTS. NOBODY EMBRACES THEM. WHEN THEY HAVE PASSED, MOST PEOPLE WILL PUT GREAT ENERGY INTO PRETENDING THEY DID NOT OCCUR. BUT YOU CANNOT UNKNOW THE FUTURE ONCE YOU HAVE SENSED IT. AND SO FOREVER AFTER YOU WILL MARK THOSE EPOCHAL PASSAGES BY THE FIRST MOMENT YOU FELT THEIR SHAPES AHEAD OF YOU.
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Many of us try to unknow what we already "know" in our core. As we push past the explosion and pretend to suck the energy back in, after it's already exploded, conflict, hardship and pain occur over and over again. Until we are willing to let go and be in the unknown of the exploded debris, we delay allowing our cores to be free. As I continuously see through my customers, who are reflections of me; the sheer terror to let go of doing what we've always done in order to have what we've always said we wanted. If we do not open the bills, if we do not make more than we spend, if we charge in order to look good, if we keep ourselves isolated, if we do not hold ourselves accountable for our actions, if we do not step off the cliffs and dare the unknown then...then...then...let's stop pretending, stop breaking contracts, stop hiding, sink into the fear, be accountable and together let's attain that which we keep saying we desire.



Thank you Uncle Tim for sharing this quote with me.
Happy Birthday R.P. and A.M.!

Thank you very much for your happy birthday wishes!


PLAN OF ACTION:
You tell me.
Hint: What are you afraid to do, think or say?
DO IT, THINK IT, SAY IT!



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